olivebranch
Servant of All
Lord I miss Devan. I want to and I don't want to let go... I thought he was the one. I am scared I want him more to be the one than he is... I love him so much. I wish I understood what went wrong. I wish I knew what I did wrong. I wish everything would go back to the way it was. I miss being with him, I miss talking to him, I miss the way he made me feel pretty. He always have me butterflies. I know he hurt me a lot but I still loved him and forgave him. The things he said, were they lies? Was everything a lie? Lord please help me and give me clarity... I prayed for this in The Lords Name. Amen!!!!!!