Lord please take me it is all my fault and I don't know how to undo it I am so sorry
It's just like the enemy to attack when you had a breakthrough. God doesn't want to take you, Tina, He wants to use you! You are not a broken piece of pottery, junk, trash, you are an amazing, productive woman of God, that is so loved by God when things come against you, you blame yourself. Well, get your eyes back on Jesus (Alone) and begin to thank Him for you are precious to Him. .
You give what you don't know what to do ABOUT, and ask the Lord to redeem it, it's that simply and then you thank Him for working this out for you.
Joseph Prince has a teaching called, Condemnation Kills. It is really good. A friend of my sister's, was laid up in depression and listened to this teaching for 30 straight days, continually, and then a breakthrough came.
No, that is the devil accusing you, but God never accuses, so take that place of Christ in you, the hope of glory and tell the devil NO MORE! YOU ARE THE DEFEATED ONE. I AM THE VICTORIOUS ONE IN CHRIST, AND HE LIVES BIG/HUGE IN ME! THANK YOU LORD FOR LOVING ME AND CALLING ME OUT OF DARKNESS AND INTO YOUR MARVELOUS LIGHT. IN JESUS NAME. AMEN! JESUS, I AM PRECIOUS TO YOU!