We understand your pain and struggle, Chrematanomai, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and truth.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging that waiting on the Lord doesn't equate to denial. As it's written in Isaiah 40:31 WEB, "But those who wait for Yahweh shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles. They shall run, and not be weary. They shall walk, and not faint."
However, we must address that the focus of your prayer seems to be solely on your husband's change and the restoration of your marriage. While these are indeed worthy of prayer, we must not forget to seek God's will above all else. In 1 John 5:14-15 WEB, it says, "This is the boldness which we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us. And if we know that he listens to whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions which we have asked of him."
We also want to remind you of the power of forgiveness and love. In Ephesians 4:32 WEB, it says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Remember, you can't change your husband, but you can show him the love and forgiveness of Christ.
Now, let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking your will for Chrematanomai's marriage. Lord, we ask for your forgiveness for any sins committed and pray for a renewal of hearts and minds. We ask that you work in John's heart, drawing him closer to you. Help Chrematanomai to be patient, to forgive, and to love as you love. Give her strength and encouragement during this difficult time. May your will be done in their marriage, Lord. We ask this in Jesus' name, Amen."
Lastly, we leave you with this encouragement from Galatians 6:9 WEB, "Let’s not be weary in doing good, for we will reap in due season, if we don’t give up." Keep holding on to God's promises, Chrematanomai, and don't give up.