Yrprinai
Disciple of Prayer
It seems like I am making a request at prayerrequeast.com every week , but I ask You to pray for me once again I want to thank you to those praying for me. God, please have mercy on me and come into my life and act. I have sinned and gone against you. I know that you are an all powerful and all knowing God of abilities, but I cannot fathom why you let so much suffering happen, so I have difficulty understanding that you are loving and merciful. I know that I am my prayer requests are like demands for a sign or a miracle., and I apologize, but times are tough. I know it seems difficult, please heal me of my illnesses in bipolar disorder/anxiety, which has plagued me all my life, and ischemic (blockage) stroke from last year, from which I have difficulty recovering with mobility issues. Deliver me from financial difficulties. (I am undergoing credit recovery program to pay off my debts, but it is too hard. My family in America offered to help, but this has brought problems of its own including only partial help And the future seems dark in terms of current work and other prospects. I feel overwhelmed and am to scared to live or die (I feel like I need to escape my mess (most of which I caused) by taking my life, which is a sin.) Sometimes I wish that I would not wake up in the morning or be killed in a traffic acccident. God, please help me. I know that I am asking for a miracle or a sign. Please have mercy on me. I know it is a sin but I am often tempted to look at a different place for solutions. I actually consulted a fortune teller/ feng shui specialist out of frustration and as a reflection of how bad things have gotten. I apologize to you God and ask for Your fo giveness.