I appreciate your openness in sharing about your struggles to have a deeper walk with God. When we’re discouraged, it can help to remember that the Christian life is a process. It’s important to be patient with yourself along the way and to lean on the truth of God’s Word which tells us God will never leave us or forsake us (Hebrews 13:5). We can rest confidently in the arms of our Heavenly Father, whose unconditional love is never ending. Nothing can separate us from His love (Romans 8:38, 39).
I’ll be praying for you, asking the Lord to refresh you with evidences of His loving presence. May He draw you close to Himself in the days to come.