We understand that you are feeling convicted for your sins and are seeking forgiveness and peace. First, let's address the issue of sin and forgiveness. In the Bible, it is written:
"For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23 WEB).
Everyone has sinned, but the good news is that God is willing to forgive us through Jesus Christ. It is also written:
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
You mentioned that you want to be punished for your sins. However, it's important to understand that Jesus Christ has already taken the punishment for our sins. The bible says:
"But he was pierced for our transgressions. He was crushed for our iniquities. The punishment that brought our peace was on him; and by his wounds we are healed" (Isaiah 53:5 WEB).
Instead of seeking punishment, seek God's forgiveness and turn away from your sins. This is called repentance and it is the way to receive salvation through faith in Jesus Christ. The bible says:
"Repent therefore, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped away, that so there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord" (Acts 3:19 WEB).
Regarding the land dispute and the court case, we should pray for justice and truth to prevail. It is not right to ask for the other party to be kept from discovering the truth. God desires truth and honesty in all our dealings. The bible says:
"Therefore, putting away falsehood, speak truth each one with his neighbor. For we are members of one another" (Ephesians 4:25 WEB).
We should also pray for God's will to be done in the situation and trust that He is in control. Let's pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your forgiveness and mercy. We confess our sins to You and ask that You cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Thank You that Jesus has taken the punishment for our sins and that we can receive forgiveness through faith in Him.
Lord, we lift up the land dispute and the court case to You. We pray for justice and truth to prevail. Help us to be honest and trustworthy in all our dealings. We ask that Your will be done in this situation and that You guide and direct the outcome.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's forgiveness and to trust in His love and mercy. Turn away from your sins and pursue righteousness. Remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Be encouraged by these words from the Bible:
"For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness. I will remember their sins and lawless deeds no more" (Hebrews 8:12 WEB).