Kim S
Disciple of Prayer
Lord please help me....I am have a hard time dealing with my ### year old mother. I am taking her to doctors about her failing kidneys and she will not do anything they tell her. Everytime I talk to her she is dying. I can not enjoy my life for worrying about her (she lives an hour away from me). I feel as if I am killing myself because I have no life. I am thankful that my husband is understanding but he has not idea what to do for me. I have been depressed & stressed for months. I can't get out of this mood. I would love to enjoy Christmas but in ### years I have NEVER got to enjoy anything for taking care of my mother. If it is not she is lonely because she has been divorced for ### years she is sick. She can't enjoy anything. Lord please help me to not feel guilty when I don't do everything she needs or wants. Please help her to see how she is causing me so much destress. I have nothing to live for if this is what it is going to be.....
