Kim S
Disciple of Prayer
Lord please help me....I am have a hard time dealing with my 78 year old mother. I am taking her to doctors about her failing kidneys and she will not do anything they tell her. Everytime I talk to her she is dying. I can not enjoy my life for worrying about her (she lives an hour away from me). I feel as if I am killing myself because I have no life. I am thankful that my husband is understanding but he has not idea what to do for me. I have been depressed & stressed for months. I can't get out of this mood. I would love to enjoy Christmas but in 56 years I have NEVER got to enjoy anything for taking care of my mother. If it is not she is lonely because she has been divorced for 40 years she is sick. She can't enjoy anything. Lord please help me to not feel guilty when I don't do everything she needs or wants. Please help her to see how she is causing me so much destress. I have nothing to live for if this is what it is going to be.....