Heart75
Servant
Lord, please help me. I am feeling down again today. I feel like I am such an unlucky person. I feel like I am a jinx. It seems that all the unfortunate events or things that I don't want to happen in my life always happen anyway... And now, I am experiencing self-pity. I have always felt like this for years and I want it to stop. I also want these unfortunately events to stop happening to me or to my family. Today, it happened again. I've fought for things which I think I also deserved. I got promises but it never happened. I prayed also for good things to happen to my children, instead the opposite happened. I never wanted to have an elaborate life but sometimes, I wish that I can also experience something good to happen in my life even just once. Coz right now, I have to admit it's so depressing. I want to hang on but I've been hanging on for years already... Please pray for me that I may be enlightened and this kind of feeling will leave me because it's really breaking my heart.