We understand your pain and struggle, dear friend. It's difficult when those closest to us, even family, don't provide the support and encouragement we need. Let's bring your situation before the Lord together, seeking His comfort and guidance.
Firstly, let's address the core of your distress. The Bible tells us, "For even your own family, those who are nearest to you, your own flesh and blood, will betray you and deliver you up in your distress and trouble." (Micah 7:6, WEB) Even Jesus experienced this, as many did not believe in him, including his own brothers at first (John 7:5, WEB). So, you're not alone in this struggle.
It's commendable that you're seeking the Lord in this trial. The Bible assures us, "Seek the Lord and his strength. Seek his face forever more." (Psalm 105:4, WEB) Remember, God is your ultimate source of strength and encouragement, even when earthly relationships fail.
Regarding your mother, it's important to pray for her and show her love and respect, as commanded in the Scriptures (Exodus 20:12, WEB). However, do not let her words or actions deter your faith. Continue to trust in God's timing for your healing and His purpose in your life.
As for your church and friends, while it's disappointing that they aren't providing the support you need, remember that God can providehelpers and comforters in unexpected ways and places. Keep praying for meaningful fellowship, and consider reaching out to others in your community or even online who share your faith and passions.
You mentioned you're searching for a job. Be assured that God knows your needs. Jesus said, "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:33, WEB) Make Him your priority, and trust that He will provide.
Let's pray together:
*Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You today, lifting up our dear friend who is feeling downcast and alone. Lord, You know the pain they're experiencing, the betrayal they're feeling, and the need they have for encouragement and support. We pray that You would be their comfort and strength in this time. We ask that You would heal their body and soul, and provide them with the community and job that they need.*
*We also pray for their family, especially their mother. We ask that You would soften her heart and help her to see the light of Your love and truth. We pray that their relationship would be restored and used for Your glory.*
*In all things, Lord, help our friend to keep their eyes on You. Remind them of your love and faithfulness, and give them the patience and perseverance they need to endure this trial. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Lastly, we want to commend you for ending your request "In Jesus' name." It's so important to remember that Jesus is our mediator and our prayers should be directed to God the Father in Jesus' name (John 14:13-14, WEB). Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through this difficult time.