onecreator
Prayer Warrior
Lord please help me and my boyfriend of 13 years find peace. Through out our relationship he's cheated on several times. I forgave him all those times because I loved him and we have kids together. Last year I was the one who strayed from the relationship because he wasn't treating me right. I know I was wrong and I owed up to my mistake. Now, he uses this against me all the time. I don't feel the same anymore, I love him but not they way I should. I'm not sure how our relationship well work. We break up and get back together but it doesn't change. We love our kids and our kids are the only thing that is holding us together. I can't handle the sarcasm at times. When I speak up for myself or stand up for myself he tend to belittle me and start making me feel bad. I get Emotional, I hate to argue so sometimes I don't say anything because he takes it out of contexts by taking it too far. Help me resolve or get out of this relationship that is not healthy anymore. Lord, help me do what is right and not be afraid amymore. I don't have much but my kids. I'm a full time student with no job and my family who supports my efforts in my future and goals in life. Please guide me and let me know your beside me. Open the door of opportunity to finish school, find a job and a financial freedom that we'll help me and my kids. AMEN.