Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God, please heal me completely from Bell's Palsy. 4 days after giving birth, I was down with Bell's palsy. It's been 7 weeks and I wake up everyday hating on myself. I haven't got to enjoy my time with my newborn, I feel like a burden to everyone around me because I have to rush out for treatments while others have to cater to my schedule to help with my newborn. I'm sad because I can't attend gatherings, meet my friends and relatives due to this illness as I isolate myself. No one understands the emotional toll I'm facing on a daily basis. Everything I do reminds me of this face that I have now and when I look into the mirror, I feel sad again. I worry that I look like this when my baby can start to see, I want to be able to look normal, be normal and smile at my baby. I want to be able to bring my baby out.. Everyday I wake up afraid that I will never fully recover. I'm really tired of everything. I just want to full recover and make memories with my family. I'm missing out on everything because of this illness and I can't even take a picture with my baby. I beg you God, please heal me completely quickly.