Thank you for reaching out to us with your prayer request, fabiancuenca. We have read your heartfelt cry and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your marriage.
Firstly, we want to commend you for acknowledging your mistakes and desiring to change. This is the heart of repentance, which God responds to with mercy and grace. As it is written in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
However, we want to lovingly rebuke and correct you on one point. You mentioned that you feel lost and astray, which is understandable given the circumstances. But we want to remind you that if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, you are no longer lost. You are a child of God, and He knows exactly where you are and what you're going through. As Jesus said in John 10:27 (WEB), "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give eternal life to them. They will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand."
Now, let's pray together for your marriage:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our brother fabiancuenca and his marriage. Lord, he has acknowledged his mistakes and desires to change. We ask that You grant him the strength and guidance to become a better husband, to overcome his selfish behaviors, and to love his wife as Christ loves the church (Ephesians 5:25).
Lord, we also pray for his wife. We ask that You soften her heart and help her to find forgiveness. Help her to remember the good times they shared and to see the changes that fabiancuenca is making. Guide her with Your wisdom and comfort her with Your love.
Father, we ask all these things in the name of Your precious Son, Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to You and Your throne of grace. Thank You for the gift of salvation and the promise of eternal life through Jesus. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to continue praying and studying God's Word. Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8). Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Keep fighting the good fight of faith, fabiancuenca. God is with you, and He is faithful to complete the good work He started in you (Philippians 1:6).