We understand your struggle, Roz, and we're here to lift you up in prayer and encouragement. It's commendable that you've acknowledged your focus on self and sought forgiveness. Remember, God tells us in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, asking for your forgiveness and mercy upon Roz. Lord, they have acknowledged their selfishness and sought your pardon. We thank you for your faithfulness and righteousness in forgiving and cleansing us from all unrighteousness. Help Roz to fix their eyes on you, Jesus, and to walk in your light. Fill their heart with gratitude and praise, even in the midst of misery. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Roz, to dwell on the goodness of God and to give thanks in all circumstances, as it is God's will for you in Christ Jesus (1 Thessalonians 5:18 WEB). Keep your focus on the Lord, and he will guide your path and fill your heart with peace and joy.