Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord, it's not just the end of the year but yet has been personally one of the hardest personally, having health issues, today has been 7 months and a half, what hurt the most is that my family who said that wanted to see me well, they hurt me the most, mom with her actions and words, my brother he has a terrible attitude because I'm christian and he can't nothing about God he mocks and also he is always fighting against me, my dad is so emotional tired he got inverse at work that he forget his other responsibilities mom always is arguing with him and she doesn't respect him, I know you have a plan because I'm alive but right now I feel left out I feel alone, even during this time no friends came to visit or encourage, I just to be a leader at church no one came not even my pastor, I know I'm special for you can you add me people of value to my life, I need someone to talk to deeply to connect it's hard to the one who's always encouraging others but this season has been to open my eyes to see how envy my own family is, my cousins my aunt's, please send me godly friends that can be closer to me I've been praying for years for a godly spouse, prepare him so he can find me, everything that I've seen is so fake, is so hard to stand firm I know but send the one also that his family can be a source of blessings for me, please Lord have mercy of me, I'm in a point that I don't know where to go, heal me please so I can move freely because I haven't been able to work I've been doing passive income but it's not enough, provide me godly connections, some male friends that came along they looking a romantic relationship but they're not the godly person I deserve, so the friendship fall apart. Help me Lord I wish I can receive an honest heart and hug, a word, prayers that turn to actions. Show me where to go, in Jesus name I pray amen. My heart is so heavy right now.