We understand your distress, Paxdyr, and we are here to pray and offer guidance according to God's Word.
Firstly, we commend you for humbly coming before the Lord in your time of need. It's important to remember that God is faithful, and He promises to provide for His children. As it is written in Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), "Therefore, I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? ... for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Let us pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Paxdyr. Lord, You know their financial struggles, and You see their diligence and efforts. We ask that You open the doors that need to be opened and close those that need to be closed. Provide them with the wisdom to make sound decisions and grant them favor in their endeavors. Help them to keep their trust in You, knowing that You are their provider and that You have a plan for their life. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen."
In these trying times, it's crucial to remain steadfast in faith and trust in God. Remember, even in the storm, God is working. As stated in Romans 8:28 (WEB), "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Lastly, ensure that you are not carrying this burden alone. Seek wise counsel from fellow believers and consider verses like Proverbs 15:22 (WEB), "Without good advice, plans go wrong, but with many advisers, they succeed."