anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Lord, let me die. I am so overwhelmed with fear and anxiety over our finances. I prayed so hard last year for money to come in so I could pay our taxes and it didn't and my husband's wages were garnished. I caught so much "H" because of that and that cause us not to have enough money that month to pay all of our bills cioupled with my father in laws illness and having to stay out of town in the hospital with him an my step daughter stealing my car that was psid for and totaling it causing ys to have to buy another then my husband's wages being cut twice in 4 months this year, the water pump and radiator having to be replaced on my husband's 23 yr old pick up while we were out of town, then the water pump for the house went out th first of this month.
All of our bills are 2 or more months behind. If the taxes aren't paid Monday I will have to leave home and face divorce even though it us not mt fault we don't have thw money to pay them.
I keep praying for a financial blessing and miracle. Why won't God say yes his daughter needs help. I have exhausted all resources, turned to everyone and everywhere I know for help and nothing. If me or my husband die, three of our major bills would be paid off because they have life policies built in them. How sad is that to think about. That's how desperate I am and I just feel like God doesn't care or understand. He knows how bad it can be with my husband, he doesn't physically abuse me but the emotional is bad when he is mad. I get blamed for everything. I didn't create this financial nightmare but I get blamed when the bills aren't paid. It is nor my fault there is not enough money coming in to cover ut all. I have been trying for over 3 years to get a job that won't interfere with my disability income. I have tried numerous things on the internet that didn't pan out. U have tried MLMs and lost money.
I have prayed for 11 yrs for my husband. He is very slightly better than he used to be about his attitude towards money but we are still miles apart.
I hate for payday to roll around because I know there is not going to bw enough money to pay all the bills, pay the taxes, buy food, gas, husband's medication, funeral bill from my father in laws death in April. We cannot put any bill off. My car is already in repossession status so if I don't make at least one payment thw car is gone. Same thng with the electric furniture we purchased for my in-law's because Medicare wouldn't cover it.
What am I to do? Where do I come up with the money to cover our expenses. We don't live lavishly. Our mobile home is in need of repairs.
I've done all I can humanly do. My hands are tied. We have contacted family and friends but they to are struggling.
All I do is cry and pray. My faith, hope and belief that God is an awesome God and stands on his promises are really waining. I try to keep telling myself that God will provide a way but not seeing one makes it do difficult especially when time is out.
Please pray God loves me enough to bless me (money in my hands, not my husband's) so I can take care of it all.
Please pray God will grant what I call my settlements because they will bless so many people, bring glory and honor to God and provide me with work on my time and my terms and I can smile again instead of crying all the time.
In Jesus name I pray that the father in heaven hear my request and that he remembers his promises that whatsoever we shall adk in Jesus name that he ( our father in heaven) will do. And the Lord knows that if I receive money that my husband doesn't know about then it is spent as Jesus said....Amen
All of our bills are 2 or more months behind. If the taxes aren't paid Monday I will have to leave home and face divorce even though it us not mt fault we don't have thw money to pay them.
I keep praying for a financial blessing and miracle. Why won't God say yes his daughter needs help. I have exhausted all resources, turned to everyone and everywhere I know for help and nothing. If me or my husband die, three of our major bills would be paid off because they have life policies built in them. How sad is that to think about. That's how desperate I am and I just feel like God doesn't care or understand. He knows how bad it can be with my husband, he doesn't physically abuse me but the emotional is bad when he is mad. I get blamed for everything. I didn't create this financial nightmare but I get blamed when the bills aren't paid. It is nor my fault there is not enough money coming in to cover ut all. I have been trying for over 3 years to get a job that won't interfere with my disability income. I have tried numerous things on the internet that didn't pan out. U have tried MLMs and lost money.
I have prayed for 11 yrs for my husband. He is very slightly better than he used to be about his attitude towards money but we are still miles apart.
I hate for payday to roll around because I know there is not going to bw enough money to pay all the bills, pay the taxes, buy food, gas, husband's medication, funeral bill from my father in laws death in April. We cannot put any bill off. My car is already in repossession status so if I don't make at least one payment thw car is gone. Same thng with the electric furniture we purchased for my in-law's because Medicare wouldn't cover it.
What am I to do? Where do I come up with the money to cover our expenses. We don't live lavishly. Our mobile home is in need of repairs.
I've done all I can humanly do. My hands are tied. We have contacted family and friends but they to are struggling.
All I do is cry and pray. My faith, hope and belief that God is an awesome God and stands on his promises are really waining. I try to keep telling myself that God will provide a way but not seeing one makes it do difficult especially when time is out.
Please pray God loves me enough to bless me (money in my hands, not my husband's) so I can take care of it all.
Please pray God will grant what I call my settlements because they will bless so many people, bring glory and honor to God and provide me with work on my time and my terms and I can smile again instead of crying all the time.
In Jesus name I pray that the father in heaven hear my request and that he remembers his promises that whatsoever we shall adk in Jesus name that he ( our father in heaven) will do. And the Lord knows that if I receive money that my husband doesn't know about then it is spent as Jesus said....Amen
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