anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Lord, I've reached my my limit. It's crying time. My settlements, that's what I call them. That's what I need. For 10 years I have prayed unsuccessfully. I don't understand. Work on my time and terms that won't interfere with my disability and will benefit so many people. I suppose it is time to give up on yet another dream. Never had one come to fruition yet, why should I think it would start now!!!! I am tired! I am tired of struggling. I am tired of the bad "guy" always coming out the winner. I am tired of being on the bottom of the totem that sits on the dirt in the hole. Tomorrow is another day with nothing to look forward to but trying to find money to keep our lights on, shutoff is set first thing Wednesday morning, February19, 2014 and pay this months insurance installmrnt as lapse is in a couple of days, payment on a collateral loan, and pay our property& IRS taxes. And somewhere come up with gas money for my husband to go to work and food for the rest of the month. This is a monthly chore. Thank you to my step children for all of their theivery. Thank you to my husbands employer for cutting his wages twice in 2013 and thank you For all the ungratefulness of my husbands entire family from his parents to his children to his sister and her children. Thank you that because of all of this my NEEDS yes NEEDS, because I KNOW the difference between Need and Want, my NEEDS are never met. We can't pay our basic bills. My daughter is graduating in May across the country and there is no money for me to go. My only daughter.
Forgive me God for complaining. I AM TIRED.
Forgive me God for complaining. I AM TIRED.