momstery
Prayer Warrior
Lord, its been several days since I have posted a request or just let everyone know where my heart is. I am still waiting for God to deliver me into my blessing of a good paying job as well as a new place to live for my kids and I and a good transportation. I know that He will come thorough for me as He has done billions. I am trying to keep calm in my spirit but I have slipped some days like yesterday with my day and on Tuesday because of her behavior and I keep letting it upset me so bad. It is hard not able to provide for them like I use to and it weights on my heard and spirit. I continue to ready regarding standing in the renewed mind and God's words, but some days are just hard. I was a little hard broken to hear that a good friend that I use to work with got another job in less than a year after just starting one, but I am still struggling to find one. But I am truly happy for her and she deserve it as well. So I prayed on my feelings and asked to be forgiven of my selfishness. I keep praying everyday to bind evil thoughts and cast out all bad spirits from my being and keep asking the Holy Spirit to surround and coming onto me to keep my faith and hope in my self and God to deliver me from my struggles. I also pray for my mom spirits because it is so dishearten to hear her tear down other people characters and talk bad about them. I have to guard myself from this evil spirit and pray that God helps me soon so I and my kids won't have to be around this, it brings me down so bad. In your name Jesus, thank you for continue to love me, wake me up, cloth me and feed me and my family. In your name Jesus, thank you for giving me the mine to choice you and love you and have faith that all things are possible with You. In your name Jesus please let me give you my burdens and allow you to work them out for me and not take it from you like I have done so in the past. Continue to heal my heart and deliver me from all sin and evil that try to control my mind and spirit. In your name Jesus I say Amen and thank you.