Lord it has been almost 5 years that I have been going through these

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Lord it has been almost 5 years that I have been going through these trials, I thank you for being their with me through it all, I would not ever have made it on my own,You brought me peace , when I should have been in turmoil.When I had my first radiation treatment I so wanted for my husband to be their, But he let me down and walked out on me just weeks before, so on that day of my first treatment I lay there with tears streaming down my face, and feeling so alone, But I was not alone I called silently out to you and you were their, I felt your presence, And I would have not traded anyone to have taken your place, Lord I am dependant on you for every situation in my life , you are my Father, my healer, my provider, my comforter, my redeemer, my deliverer,And more, I need you to help me to navagate my way, I dont want to do anything without you, and I cant do anything without you,I need you to be with me at all times,and I trust that you have my best interest at heart.I now am still waiting , for I know in your time that I will understand your will for my life. I love you my heavenly father