Sweetangel
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Lord I'm sitting here praying for others and it all just hit me. I feel a bad feeling that he's gonna be taking away in cuffs and I'll never know or how I can write to him. I know nothing about any of that. I can feel him so scared right now but I can't keep pushing I feel his tears. I feel he's up right now scared out of his mind and doesn't know what to do. Please keep him safe and out of harm when he is in. I am so overjoyed and so relieved and at peace now that you brought us together even if it were for only an hour or so but I'm so scared for him. Please let him come to me through all this because I feel that if you don't he will just fade away. God I feel that he has strayed from you far far away. It's been said of others that he doesn't believe in you but I don't believe that as I came into his life he's showed deep feelings of you whether he knows or thinks that I realized it. I feel since I came into his life he's realized now that you really are here no matter what he believed before. Maybe he didn't believe in you and that's why you brought me to him as well. I do believe that but I believe it's because he strayed away from you not because he doesn't believe. I believe this is his feelings and fears I'm having right now. As I was praying for others just all of a sudden I started having these feelings. I was happy and praising myself because I feel as though I help a lot of people and the fear for him and the feelings I feel he is having right at this moment is what just sprung this on. I don't know how crazy this sounds or how many people would even try to believe it but it's as if I'm inside his body right now as though I'm living his fear. Please hold him for me and help him feel that I'm here. Let him now I'm never gonna leave him EVER. Tell Him I LOVE HIM please. There are two songs I have found by Bruno Mars I feel inside my heart he is singing to me (when I was you man) and (Rest of my life) I only wish he we know that the "rest of my life" song is how I see him and how I see he feels about me. I have had many dreams of him marrying me O how I can't wait but I would wait for as long as he needs. He completes me and He's helped me through so many things I didn't even know I was still holding on to from my past. He's made it all melt away. Please God just tell him I meant everything I've said nothing has changed about the way I feel about him and nothing ever will. I love him more everyday I never knew I could love someone so much. I feel as though I'm finally free of all the demons and the evil that was in my life. It's amazing how much it hurts but how happy it makes me at the same time that I've waited so long for HIM and now you brought him to me. Please just keep him safe and make him remember that I've always been there for him and I will always be and I want to spend my life with him for eternity. God I'm so blessed I pray all this in Jesus Name Amen.