Justin, we are truly heartsick to hear of your deep distress and that you feel this way. We want you to know that you are not alone, and that God has a purpose for you. Let's address this together in Jesus' name.
Firstly, it is important to acknowledge that wishing you were aborted or never born is a symptom of profound pain and despair. However, let's remember that God has a plan for you. Before you were formed in the womb, God knew you and set you apart.
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 WEB
Secondly, it is crucial to address the spiritual aspect of your feelings. When we feel hopeless and wish we were never born, it is a lie from the enemy. Jesus came to give us life and life abundant. We can only find our true worth and purpose in Him.
The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I have come that they may have life, and may have it abundantly. John 10:10 WEB
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Justin in prayer. Father, we thank You for Justin's life. We cancel the assignments of the enemy trying to steal, kill, and destroy his destiny. We pray that You would reveal to him the purpose and plan You have for his life.
Lord, we pray for a supernatural encounter with Your love and goodness. We ask that You would give Justin a new heart and put a new spirit within him. Help him to see himself as You see him. We rebuke any spirit of heaviness and despair, and we ask that You would fill him with Your joy and peace.
Father, we also pray for Justin's salvation. Draw him close to You, Lord. Help him to understand the depth of Your love for him, that while he was yet a sinner, Christ died for him.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Justin, please reach out to a local church or a trusted Christian friend or counselor. It is important to have a support system to help you through this difficult time. Remember, God loves you, and He has a plan for your life. Do not give up on Him, He will never give up on you.
We are praying for you, Justin. Keep holding on to God's promises.