Baswal
Faithful Servant
Lord, I thank you for what guidance and protection you have provided in the past and present. You have never been in control of my every moment in my life. I always saw myself responsible for my moments.
I endured my consequences and suffering alone because of past actions and non-actions. I've already accepted personal responsibility for complete personal failure so I can't wind the clock back. Present actions can be controlled by me. Future non-actions are virtually outside of my control.
Despite my personal efforts at dealing with the present to generate a better outcome in the future, hard times are fluid and volatile while many uncertainties remain. To say that there are some hard times is an understatement.
My breakthrough of any sort through the dark clouds remain very difficult to achieve under these current stormy. rocky circumstances. It remain blocked. Some things can be controlled. Other things cannot as they are virtually outside of my control. This is where you, Lord step in and deal with "mission impossible" as the impossible specialist because I can't deal with the impossible.
You already know what they are so I won't mention them to you. I didn't expect to be going through or facing these things at this time in my life. I feel alone and can't figure out to move forward feeling alone. I've been really struggling to find hope, I want to find hope but my anxiety is making it hard to grab on to it and grasp it and keep a hold on it.
I now stand at the crossroads or at the edge of a cliff waiting for your signal to proceed by your intervention and restoration of everything I have lost because of that wicked Satan and his demonic spirits.
So I leave everything which are "impossible" for me to deal with and overcome under my efforts at your feet. Amen.
I endured my consequences and suffering alone because of past actions and non-actions. I've already accepted personal responsibility for complete personal failure so I can't wind the clock back. Present actions can be controlled by me. Future non-actions are virtually outside of my control.
Despite my personal efforts at dealing with the present to generate a better outcome in the future, hard times are fluid and volatile while many uncertainties remain. To say that there are some hard times is an understatement.
My breakthrough of any sort through the dark clouds remain very difficult to achieve under these current stormy. rocky circumstances. It remain blocked. Some things can be controlled. Other things cannot as they are virtually outside of my control. This is where you, Lord step in and deal with "mission impossible" as the impossible specialist because I can't deal with the impossible.
You already know what they are so I won't mention them to you. I didn't expect to be going through or facing these things at this time in my life. I feel alone and can't figure out to move forward feeling alone. I've been really struggling to find hope, I want to find hope but my anxiety is making it hard to grab on to it and grasp it and keep a hold on it.
I now stand at the crossroads or at the edge of a cliff waiting for your signal to proceed by your intervention and restoration of everything I have lost because of that wicked Satan and his demonic spirits.
So I leave everything which are "impossible" for me to deal with and overcome under my efforts at your feet. Amen.