Baswal
Faithful Servant
Lord, I ome before you as an up and down person. Kicked, beaten and crushed into the dust. I confess of my many sins that have offended and disappointed you.
A dreadful backsliding sinner, contaminated by my past and present sins. Spiritually blind. Unholy and unrighteous in your sight. Always complaining. Always moaning. Always being critical. Always being negative. Having no courage. No positivity. Struggling to overcome sin and going backwards into sin.
I'm using bad language and shouting a lot over any thing I've been asked to do as a task. I've been trampled upon by my toxic parents and siblings so there is no chance of any family restoration. I've been rebellious and angry.
I am not a perfect person. Nor do I claim to be one. I have many faults that need cleansing both spiritually and physically I'm trapped because of the spiritual blockages. And I have taken a lot of mental punishment through the unemployment wilderness. And yet you have chosen me and still want to use me. Why?
How can you use me as part of your plans that you have for me? Is there still any good left in me that can be rescued before it's too late? I want to change and become different but I'm in the middle of a fierce, spiritual war going on within the spirit realm over my mind.
It has been a impossible, heruclian task for me to change and immitate (reflect in the mirror) you as your child because of my exposure to constant spiritual attacks by the Enemy so it's not me who is speaking but of the devil himself.
I now ask that you will intervene and sweep away everything in my character that is unlike you and restore everything that I have lost so that I completely become your child fully owned by you while there is still time. Amen
A dreadful backsliding sinner, contaminated by my past and present sins. Spiritually blind. Unholy and unrighteous in your sight. Always complaining. Always moaning. Always being critical. Always being negative. Having no courage. No positivity. Struggling to overcome sin and going backwards into sin.
I'm using bad language and shouting a lot over any thing I've been asked to do as a task. I've been trampled upon by my toxic parents and siblings so there is no chance of any family restoration. I've been rebellious and angry.
I am not a perfect person. Nor do I claim to be one. I have many faults that need cleansing both spiritually and physically I'm trapped because of the spiritual blockages. And I have taken a lot of mental punishment through the unemployment wilderness. And yet you have chosen me and still want to use me. Why?
How can you use me as part of your plans that you have for me? Is there still any good left in me that can be rescued before it's too late? I want to change and become different but I'm in the middle of a fierce, spiritual war going on within the spirit realm over my mind.
It has been a impossible, heruclian task for me to change and immitate (reflect in the mirror) you as your child because of my exposure to constant spiritual attacks by the Enemy so it's not me who is speaking but of the devil himself.
I now ask that you will intervene and sweep away everything in my character that is unlike you and restore everything that I have lost so that I completely become your child fully owned by you while there is still time. Amen