Baswal
Faithful Servant
Lord, I offer you my sickness, my body stiffness causing my lower back pain, hip pain, my left thigh pain, joint pain, my inability to bend forward to tie my shoe laces or take off my socks caused by body weight gain around my stomach,. I also have high blood pressure, snoring, hay fever, asthma, as physical ailments that I struggle with daily. Take them off my shoulders and fully heal me. Now, a prospective employer who I had a virtual interview with this afternoon may decide to offer a second stage interview as he already likes the contents that was sent over by the recruitment consultant. My big issue is proving that I have the confidence from the job description to stay calm under pressure because it will come and to do my own work properly each and every time, to keep my new job. This is my LAST CHANCE! This is MY FINAL CHANCE! I NEED A MASSIVE MIRACLE! I can't afford to waste any more opportunities. I can't afford to put my family household finances at any more risk. I have been unemployed for over 2 years with mortgage arrears, arrears with our gas, electricity, water and we are struggling with the necessary home interior changes. Plus my wife has crohns, kidney dialysis and other medical issues. I can't put her through anymore. Therefore the work, no-work, work cycle caused by inability to do the job have caused me so many problems because of fear, unforgiveness, disobedience, pride, insensitivity to God's spirit, murmuring. As you are always with me inside my body as your temple, I ask you to look kindly upon me and my situation, guide me through fixing my career issues that you raised so that I can get back to work, provide a solid monthly income. So once again, I leave everything at your feet as you are my captain in control steering the ship. Amen.