BeutifultoGod
Good and Faithful Servant
Lord I have a strained relationship with my mother and it affect me a lot. I don't understand how you can go to church every week but have an attitude? I want to leave this house so bad. It stresses me out but I have no one to stay with. I need a safe place to go because it stresses me out and when I ask her for help she looks at me like she does not want to. Please God make a way for me and healing. I will give it to you because you said you will supply all of my needs and you know what I need. But it does hurt me emotionally and she does not seem to care. I am tired of being around it. Please protect me and let me lean on you until you tell me what to do. Help my relationship with my bf. Please help me forgive me for all the hurt I have caused him and soften his heart towards me and soften my heart towards him and his family. It was some stuff done I still have not gotten over. I pray I can just forgive and move on. I pray we will have a blessed relationship. And let him not think bad things about marriage, worry about his bills being payed for his house and other things that stress him out including me. I want him to be open with me and feel he can be himself and talk to me. Also, I pray I will be encouraging and listen to him when he speaks with no interruptions. Help me with my insecurities and see my beauty is from you. Take away vanities and other things that I worry about that you said I should not worry about. In Jesus Name Amen