Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord I hate how I cannot be there for people like I can. I feel like I am nothing if I am not helping or guilty when I cannot be there Lord. I don't know how to take care of myself sometimes and always wonder what people think. I am insecure of my looks and I have been like this since a child. Probably the reason why I suffer from depression. I am jealous of others because I am too insecure of becoming what I want to be a singer and actress. Plus I am indecisive. I gave my mother a gift and she made me feel worst by saying I don't do this other thing for her. I am never going to get out this house or license am I Lord? I hate myself and my life sometimes. No one seems to care. Please have mercy on me. In Jesus Name Amen