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Disciple of Prayer
Lord....I find myself once again at this place. No obvious or seemingly safe foot hold. In another relationship where I am the pursuer, where my presence and love - once a priority is now more of an irritating distraction. As I write these words, I am struck by the fact that from Your perspective...Jesus.....my Love for You must seem equally fickled...I have so much potential and truly desire to find a way to use all of it for the betterment of Your Kingdom. I have spent too much time here...no obvious direction...no unified motivation....chasing worldly love as it constantly slips from my hands. Unable to Completely surrender to Your will for me. I pray for the Courage to do that, the Wisdom and Discernment to know which direction to Go. If it is Your will, May your Spirit change my Wife from the inside out.... Please Pray for my Marriage, for the Wisdom to know where He wants me to go......