Lord I feel so awful and feel like I just want to die forgive me for feeling that way Lord help me to feel better. What is wrong with me Lord please come and mold me the way you see fit I really really try Lord. Saw the ### band our favorite been following them for ### years and Lord ### is somebody I knew in my past life I felt the connection with him just even looking at him I felt the connection and watching him sing I felt it strong connection his wife was there and his daughter. So I always feel the tension when she comes and she should come..but she avoided me I felt did not talk to us.. this is all crazy I think but I have meant him in my past life..Lord need healing about him and I...he is married and I am married happy to and I love my hubby so much and he his wife..Lord healing for me and my husband for our health marriage getting along and my anxiety is high Lord I think that is why I feel the way I do help me Lord. and healing for my sisters..and prayer for ### and his wife...Lord need peace in my life and feel better about myself...amen