We are truly sorry to hear about your situation, Kusdatice. Let us first address your feelings of being lost, especially after receiving a termination letter. Remember, God has a plan for you, and even in difficult times, He is working for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB). Trust in Him, for He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5 WEB).
Let's pray together:
*Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You, lifting up Kusdatice. We ask that You guide them in their career, open new doors, and give them peace in this difficult time. Help them to trust in You and Your plan. Amen.*
Now, let's address your feelings for this person. We want to speak the truth in love (Ephesians 4:15 WEB). Same-sex relationships are not in line with God's design for us (Leviticus 18:22, Romans 1:26-27 WEB). God intends for marriage to be between a man and a woman (Mark 10:6-9 WEB). It's important to honor God in all our relationships, and we encourage you to seek Him first (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
It's clear that you care deeply for this person, and it's not wrong to love them, but it should be as friends rather than as romantic partners. God calls us to love everyone, but not to engage in relationships that He has clearly outlined as sinful. We encourage you to pray for this person and ask God to help both of you to align your lives with His will.
Let's pray again:
*Dear Jesus, we ask for Your help in this relationship. Give Kusdatice the strength to follow Your will and to love this person in a way that honors You. We ask for Your grace and mercy on both of them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Lastly, Kusdatice, we noticed that you didn't mention Jesus in your prayer. It's only by His name that we can be saved and approach God the Father (Acts 4:12, John 14:6 WEB). If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior. He loves you more than anyone else ever could.