Sweetangel
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Lord, I feel like my head is spinning again. I love my life I am so grateful for everything I have and that you have given me. You've taught me so much in this past year I wouldn't change a thing. Lord, I just need help I don't want to risk my health anymore with this job. I don't want to be around people who have evil ways such evil ways. People who say they will help me and don't. People who ignore the issues only because it would make more trouble or problems for them and just leave it on me. I deserve better and I pray for this so much all the time and I accept and feel and I hear you telling me it's so I can continue to have a growing friendship and relationship better with Robert. So I can continue to help him and for him to see we belong together. I'm tired of being depressed and so eager to want to do things. My life consist of going to work eat sleep going to work eat sleep. I don't have any energy but i want to so badly. It's there I just can't enjoy time how I want to anymore. I know the lessons you have taught me and why you put me where I am and I truly believe that I am still there for the reason I just spoke of but Lord, Please I ask on bended knee whatever you have in store to work out just wonderfully even better then you have done right now in this moment please make it soon. I don't know where to turn but to you because I know anything and everything is possible through you Lord. I have never been this close to you before. I am trying so hard to be unselfish and patient and understanding of everything I am going through and you are carrying me and giving me so much strength I feel such a tougher backbone, which it didn't seem possible for me to become stronger, but with you Lord you have such mysterious ways to work and such beautiful ways in which you put all the pieces together. I'm so desperate to be with the one I love he is always there for me never was there a time he wasn't but I don't know what to do I need his support so much and how selfish is that because he needs so much more. I don't know where to go from here. I feel so numb. Everything feels perfect between Robert & I please just let him be in my life again for sure and forever. I Miss him so much even when I'm with him i miss him because I can't be too intimate because I'm scared it will push him away again. But what am I to do he shows as if he is getting closer to me again and as though he wants to be with me as one but he doesn't really act on it too much. I can see him trying so hard but Lord I just don't know what to do. I feel broken. Please continue to help him and rebuke all the evil in his life once again I ask get rid of the demons from his ex and war and drugs and alcohol but most of all please reach into his heart and fill it with my spirit so he will see YOU are all he needs. So he can become one with me if this is your will Lord which I have had no doubt in my mind from the day I met him I'm down on bended knee giving my heart to you Lord. Please Help I don't know what more to do are say or pray for but I know you will take care of my wishes. I Pray In The Name Of The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit, All That Is Holy, In Jesus Christ Name, Abba The Father, I Claim It I Will Never Give Up. I will always stand up for myself & I will never stop fighting because through you Lord is where all my strength is built. I ask that you take care of all these good people here on this site teach them love them and cherish them as you always do. Protect them from any wrong doing and any evil that this world has created so much of and I thank You My Prayer family. So many to list Mrs. Sarah, Ms. Nancy, Nurse Sherry, Michelle, Alex, Aju, Philo, Brad, Blake, Krista, Mary, Doug, CARLA, Cynthia, Daryl, Dawn, Starr, Ken, Sarah, Lamb, Lucie, Mei, Mark, Michael, Cheryl, Telisa, Elle, Chris, Tiff & Most of all Mrs. Linda The Encourager. Thank You All Amen & Thank You to all others as well! God Bless
