Luckyy
Servant of All
Lord .. I don't know how I feel now . My feelings are mixed . I don't know whether to feel happy that I'm gonna meet jenil on his birthday or to worry for he told that he wouldn't spend much time because of his annual meet in his office . I'm happy that he is participating in some kind of event for that meeting but I'm worried that still things are not okay between us like communication. Lord ? Usual days he is stressed with his work and he can't stay together atleast I wished we would get along during his birthday but unfortunately he stuck up in the event and it's sure we cannot spend much time . Lord I don't know for how many days I keep longing for his quality time with me . You gave love between us and now it hurts that we cannot spend time with each other . Lord I wanna cry loud . Plz don't get sad with me for I'm talking like this . It seems like faithless.. I don't mean it lord . I mean my longing feeling in front of you . Plz turn my sorrows into joy . In Jesus name I pray -amen