Lord I don't have the guts to die or commit suicide but if I live I am going to suffer to death and not only me but my 19 year old son also whom only has me in this world.Help me Lord we are being surrounded by negative people who only took from us and we have become secluded from reality of living a life of righteousness exposed to negative behaviour surroundings.Wjat do I do Lord please I'm in total poverty we have nothing .