Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord I ask for your help in the war against my soul that is sex addiction. I have committed adultery, ruined my marriage, potentially damaged my relationship with my son, who I love dearly, and wasted countless hours and money on pornography, prostitutes and seeking my next fix. I have spent time in swinger clubs, thinking that I was doing something cool and daring when it was just more behavior that depleted my soul and left me in darkness. I have been with the same woman now for over 5 years and I have not cheated on her. i still indulge in pornography, however, and I know that my quest to move closer to God - and my prayer life - will never be what they should be as long as I continue to do this. I feel weak today, but also full of guilt and shame. Lord, I ask humbly that your presence be felt by everyone who suffer from this horrible addiction. I'm 56 and I just want to live in peace, not in constant bowing down to evil.