Lord I am so dumb and supid I hate myself. I told my husband that I did not like when this guy comes with his sister because he allways comes over and bothers me he has alhole on his breath and talks to me but I can not hear very well at all in one ear and it bothers me wish he would not come so my husband says we allways get in a arument when the bands start up playing but I do not know what to do go and be bothered and not have a good time that is not right. he says we will be go then that does not solve the probem with the guy,,,I what to enjoy lisening to the music...Lord this is probley not worth putting down but it makes me so upset and feel like crying Lord and then I sleep the whole day because I say why is it worth it all anyway...damn it I try but then I am damned in what I till him. I feel terrible...I give this to you Lord...LIFE IS TO DAMN HARD LORD...