Lord I am so broken hearted about my cat leaving us she just left after eating and never came back Lord she is 18teen years old I think she knew she was dieing she went upstairs a couple times looking to find a place to die we think I just can not seem to feel but heartbroken Lord I need you please help me Lord I cried last nite and drank wine please give me peace Lord I am allways looking for her in the back of our house but she is not there Lord I give this all to you Lord thank you I love you