Lord I am sick at heart and heartbroken over our lose of our kittycat snowball she disappered we think she went to die somewhere and has not come back how could she leave me I loved her so much and do,,I understand cats do that but I feel so hurt inside and feel I cant go on I look for her outside and hope she is there I cant take it Lord I called and called her and she never came...why? she wasnt sick that we know of just old 18 years old Lord..help me Lord I feel so awful I what my kitty back where is she...Lord please help me Lord please give me peace...my stomach hurts I dont what to eat..I miss you snowball why did you go? didnt you love me snowball? I give this all to you Lord please give me peace and take the tears away I am beside myself Lord..I prayed and prayed and sent prayer requests that she come back Lord but she never did..I am heartbroken Lord please fix me Lord I love you Lord...amen I give this all to you Lord help... I love you snowball where are you kittycat...I am crying tears kitty..