Sweetangel
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Lord, I am seeing this as a wonderful new beginning that if this is your plan for him to move to this house for rent he can be out of that apartment and won't have memories of his bad habits it will sort of rid him of it somewhat. And he said "It's closer to your place isn't it?" Like YAY!! that means he is happy about that. I will really really miss his apartment it is so cozy and quiet but if this is your plan and it will bring us closer together somehow sooner I am accepting your plan Lord. Either way I trust in you i love you and i know Robert will never do me any harm and i have the best feeling right now that he is so close to being with me. As we sat in the car and listened to music for him to take a nap it was like old times we were listening to the blues. Music that he loves and I could just remember the times we would just cuddle together and listen to music. I wanted to hold his hand so bad. I was looking out the window because I was afraid to look at him too much in that moment because I didn't want to cry because i was wishing we were "us" again. As I was I could feel and see him looking at me out the corner of my eye. It's as if he wants to hold my hand and hug me so tightly but I feel he doesn't know that I want to and is still scared because of a lot of reasons. It was just again the most special moment. God it was so hard but a precious moment at the same time. I thank you so much for everything my soul is so happy and I can't wait until you bring us together as one. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen