Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord, I am in so much pain...I am ### weeks pregnant and broke up with my boyfriend due to his emotional and mental abuse... I told him to stop but he didn't...he would always gaslight, twist things...makes things up...make himself look like the good guy and me like the bad guy...just because he said so...he would make up things about me and share them as truth just because he said so...would say my emotions, feelings, thoughts, etc. were stupid...and yet even though everyone tells me I did the best thing to break up with him I still love him...it's confusing and painful...I don't want to get treated that way but I also wish I could be with the baby's father... I know everything happens for a reason....but I'm also scared cuz even though people believe and support me cuz they know how he is...he is still trying to hurt me, blaming me, painting me as the bad one, projecting himself unto me, making shit up. And much more... please Lord. Protect me from him...they called him a narcissist... please protect me from him and his lies...May everyone see through them...I leave him in your hands...May he learn his lessons and I wish his heart would transform to yours Lord...May he find you soon...and become a man of God. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.