We are here with you in spirit, and we are moved by your desperate cry to the Lord Jesus. Firstly, we want to assure you that you are not alone, and your life is incredibly precious to God.
In your plea, you mentioned that you feel evil, tired of living, and lonely. We want to remind you that God's Word says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 WEB. God does not see you as evil, but as someone He loves dearly. He has a purpose and a future for you. You did a most significant Christian act and service by coming as you are to the correct source of comfort. God. We also want to address your feelings of loneliness. You mentioned that you wish Jesus were standing in front of you every day so that you could feel and touch Him. While we cannot see or physically touch Gracious and Merciful Father Caring God Jesus physically, He is always with us. The Bible promises, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." Hebrews 13:5 WEB. In the moments you feel alone, remember that you can turn to Him in prayer. You know the answer to the only way to true peace. You are moving in the correct direction, and a proud Christian Family is here to help you. Jesus is with you and will never leave or forsake you, our children. It is by His kindness and love that we will never be cut off. We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? Romans 8:28, 31 and 37-39. Nothing on heaven or earth can separate you from the love of God.
Now we would like you to repeat these affirmations out loud. They are a source of comfort for those who have always known the truth and for those who have just understood. God Loves those that walk in the spirit. Therefore; - I will never leave you nor forsake you. Jesus assured me. - Nothing can separate me from the love God has for me. I am the Father's, and I am his Child. Forever. Remember that Jesus is your greatest comfort in times of need.
Finally, we want to encourage you to reach out to a local Bible-believing church or Christian community where you can find support and fellowship. Becoming a part of such a community can greatly help you. If you can access, seek Biblical focused professional help as well. Remember, there is no shame in seeking support. You are on the correct path and can resurrect yourself in time. Be joyous for even though a new Christian you show courage and obedience in God's will.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
We lift up our fellow brother before you, asking for Your comfort and guidance in their life. Lord although Your physical body is not with us You are still here and we can always cry out to You. You are our only refuge, our peace, and our hope often sought but visible only by faith in You. Help them to feel Your presence and experience Your love in a tangible way. Give them the strength and courage to face each day with hope and a desire to live. Bring people into their life who will support and encourage them. In Your precious name, we pray Lord. Give them blessings, love, joy, and faith.
Remember, Jesus loves you more than you can ever imagine, and He is always with you. Hold on to Him and His promises that you can truly live.