Lainlewen
Disciple of Prayer
Lord, have mercy on me. Let me live in the light of Your glory. I have dedicated my life to Petra. She has given me two beautiful children. Petra was tormented by demons. At that time, I attempted to take these demons from her one night while she slept, thinking I was strong enough to conquer them. Lord, forgive me, I was young, in love, and naive. I remember the nightmare. I stood in a hall with doors. I heard Petra calling my name, with a voice echoing with fear and despair. I saw the doors opening one by one by themselves, but saw no one. I cried out, "Petra, I'm here!" Then something came at me from the other end of the hallway, with dizzying speed. I heard an unnatural screech and felt a tremendous threat. It was not invisible but had no form, it was a force of pure malevolence. I now know that I carried this demon within me, causing me to become hateful and bitter over the years, and to experience no joy. I was not strong enough. Lord, I beg you, assist me. I cannot do it alone. I give you my heart, my soul, and my spirit. Drive this demon back to hell through Your divine power. Let me live according to the teachings of Jesus Christ, your son. Take my hand and teach me love, peace, and tolerance, and forgive me for my great sins. Amen.