animallovez
Beloved of All
Father God,
I need you, there's no where else to turn. I feel like I'm not meant to be with anyone. It seems like I can't do anything right to C.M. I feel like me and C.M are not meant to be together, his intelligence and my metalillity from my brain trauma keeps colliding. I want to be smart enough to be able to make a decision without making a mistake or him telling me what to do. I want him to trust me, and stop holding my past mistakes against me. I resent him for the way he talks to me in front of the kids when I make a mistake. I hate my mother for giving birth to me with brain trauma from the stroke I had during her pregnancy with me. I just want to be happy. In Jesus Christ let my prayer be adjusted according to the will of God. Lord, I need you, I thank you, I trust you, I love you. In Jesus Christ Name I pray Amen
I need you, there's no where else to turn. I feel like I'm not meant to be with anyone. It seems like I can't do anything right to C.M. I feel like me and C.M are not meant to be together, his intelligence and my metalillity from my brain trauma keeps colliding. I want to be smart enough to be able to make a decision without making a mistake or him telling me what to do. I want him to trust me, and stop holding my past mistakes against me. I resent him for the way he talks to me in front of the kids when I make a mistake. I hate my mother for giving birth to me with brain trauma from the stroke I had during her pregnancy with me. I just want to be happy. In Jesus Christ let my prayer be adjusted according to the will of God. Lord, I need you, I thank you, I trust you, I love you. In Jesus Christ Name I pray Amen