Telreld
Prayer Partner
Dear Lord
Please be at my side today. Help me with the fear and anxiousness I feel. Take away my thoughts that the only way I will be happy if my abusive partner returns. Help me live independently.
Because of my mental illness, low self esteem and feelings that I need another human being to make me happy and feel good I have been living in an abusive situation where I am put down and hurt at every time.
My mind believes this is better than being alone so I accommodated this person until HE finally left me last week.
I am desperate and feel suicidal but I do know that I am better off without this in my life. I am afraid, sad, worried and the feelings of depression and want occupy my mind all of the time.
Please pray that I can overcome this ordeal and live with myself. Being happy and content. Believing that I should have better. Believing that I am worth respect and love.
I am 62 years of age and feel that my life is worth nothing. I am afraid of today, tomorrow and the future. Please Lord help me.
Please be at my side today. Help me with the fear and anxiousness I feel. Take away my thoughts that the only way I will be happy if my abusive partner returns. Help me live independently.
Because of my mental illness, low self esteem and feelings that I need another human being to make me happy and feel good I have been living in an abusive situation where I am put down and hurt at every time.
My mind believes this is better than being alone so I accommodated this person until HE finally left me last week.
I am desperate and feel suicidal but I do know that I am better off without this in my life. I am afraid, sad, worried and the feelings of depression and want occupy my mind all of the time.
Please pray that I can overcome this ordeal and live with myself. Being happy and content. Believing that I should have better. Believing that I am worth respect and love.
I am 62 years of age and feel that my life is worth nothing. I am afraid of today, tomorrow and the future. Please Lord help me.