mew415
Servant of All
Lord, again, I know I said I gave up. But, clearly I haven't. Thank you for bringing me the peace I need to stay calm and concentrate on work and school. Thank you Thank you! Lord, I still want to marry KGT. I still want to be with him. This is such a strong feeling. I have never EVER felt like this about anyone ever before, nor do I want to feel like this for anyone else. Please. If this is your will for me to marry him, and you are calling me to do so, and calling him to marry me, please make it happen. Please. Just make it happen. I thank you for giving me the awesome gift of marriage, and I thank you for calling me to marry, I look forward very much to that day when I can call someone my husband. I can't wait to be someone's wife. It is a good feeling! I thank you for giving me the desire to be married to KGT. I thank you as well for giving him the desire to marry me as well. Help him through his fear. He desperately needs you but won't admit it. He is wrong for thinking he can handle this on his own. He needs help Lord. Either by you or a therapist. Please. If you really have planned for us to be together, then make it happen soon. Make it happen now! Ha! Lord, I just don't want to wait any longer. It's frustrating, painful, and depressing. I have very high hope that you will grant me this that I pray today. I am also starting to be ok with an alternative. But Lord, you know me. You created me! God, push KGT through his fear. Hurry. Don't waste any time doing that. He needs to get out of this cage of fear he is trapped in, the cage he is trapping HIMSELF in. Please. Push him through now. He needs to get out of his fear. Be with him, guide him quickly. Guide him back to me if that is your plan. In accordance to your Word Lord, you call us to marry. I pray for this. I hope for this. I hope that you call me to marry KGT. I love him Lord. I want to be with him. i want to work through our problems and move PAST them. Together. United as one. Only you can do this Lord. Only you. I trust YOU to pull us and guide us through to better times ahead. Thank you Lord for always knowing what's ahead for me. I love you. With the Holy Spirit, and through the name of your Son, Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen.