We understand that you're feeling lonely, fearful about the future, and struggling with the thought that God might not be hearing your prayers. Firstly, we want to assure you that God does hear your prayers. In the WEB 1 Peter 3:12 says, "For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears open to their prayer;". He is always listening and He cares about your feelings of loneliness and fear.
It's important to remember that God's timing is not always the same as ours. He has a plan and a purpose for your life, and He is working everything out for your good, even when it feels like nothing is happening. As it says in WEB Romans 8:28 We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.
Regarding your desire for a godly spouse, it's commendable that you are seeking a life partner who shares your faith. Remember 2 Corinthians 6:14 says in the WEB translation "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" We encourage you to trust in God's timing and to continue seeking Him first. As you grow in your relationship with Him, He will bring the right person into your life. WEB Matthew 6:33 says But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
It's also crucial to surround yourself with a community of believers. If your current friends are not church-going people, perhaps God is leading you to connect with a local church or Christian group where you can build friendships with other Christians. In the WEB Hebrews 10:24-25 it says And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching.
We also want to encourage you to remember that your purpose and identity are found in Christ, not in a relationship or marriage. In WEB Colossians 3:3 it says For you died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. As you wait on God's timing, seek Him daily, and trust in His plan for your life.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Iambuios to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in their life. We pray that You would remind them of Your unfailing love and presence, and that You would give them the strength and courage to trust in Your timing. We ask that You would bring a godly spouse into their life, according to Your will, and that You would surround them with a community of believers who will support and encourage them. We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.