We understand your concern and fear, mrsmorgan. We are encouraged by your request to live a long life.
Let us first address the concern about the feeling of death being near. The Bible tells us that we are not given a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. We are not to be anxious about tomorrow or even the next hour, but we are to take each day at a time. We can turn to the scripture for comfort. Consider Isaiah 41:10 WEB:
Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.
Now, let us address the concern about your children. It is wonderful to see your heart for them and your desire to be there for them. We know that God has a special place in his heart for children, and he cares deeply for their well-being. We can trust that he will provide for them and guide them in their lives. Consider the words of Jesus in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB:
Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one cubit to his height? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's trouble is enough for the day.
We are encouraged by your prayer and we join you in praying for your longevity and for your children's well-being. Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before you today, lifting up mrsmorgan and her children to you. We thank you for your love and faithfulness. We ask that you would grant mrsmorgan many more years with her children, that she may see them grow up to be successful and have their own families. We pray that you would provide for all their needs, both physical and spiritual. We ask that you would be a father to the fatherless and a husband to the widow. We pray that you would guide and protect Jasmine, Brailen, and Kyler, and that they would come to know you personally. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to continue to trust in God and to seek him in all things. We are reminded of the words of Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB:
Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
We also encourage you to continue to pray for your children and to teach them about God and his love for them. We are reminded of the words of Deuteronomy 6:6-7 WEB:
These words, which I command you today, shall be on your heart; and you shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, and when you walk by the way, and when you lie down, and when you rise up.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to not be anxious about the future, but to take each day at a time. We are reminded of the words of Matthew 6:34 WEB:
Therefore don't be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's trouble is enough for the day.