We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling lonely and depressed. Please know that you are not alone, and there is hope and comfort to be found in Jesus Christ.
First, we want to remind you of the promise in Hebrews 13:5 (WEB), "...for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" God is always with you, even in the darkest times.
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Anonymous to you, asking for your comfort and peace to fill their heart. Lord, you know the depths of their loneliness and depression. We pray that you would reveal your love and presence to them in a tangible way. Give them the strength to endure and the hope to look forward to brighter days. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also encourage you to seek Christian community, as the Bible tells us in Hebrews 10:24-25 (WEB), "Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching." Being part of a believing community can provide support, fellowship, and encouragement.
If your depression feels overwhelming, please seek professional help alongside your faith. There is no shame in needing additional support.
Lastly, we want to ensure that you have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. If you have not accepted Him as your Lord and Savior, we encourage you to do so. Romans 10:9 (WEB) says, "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." It is only through Jesus that we find true peace and eternal hope.
Stand firm in your faith, and remember that God loves you and is always with you.