Darkbald, we hear your cry and stand with you in this time of despair. The feelings of loneliness and lack of energy you're experiencing are not uncommon, but they are not God's desire for you. Remember, the Bible tells us in 2 Corinthians 4:8-9 (WEB), "We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed."
First, let's address your loneliness. God has promised to be with us always, as it says in Hebrews 13:5 (WEB), "For he has said, 'I will never leave you, nor forsake you.'" Moreover, He has created us for fellowship, not only with Him but also with others. We encourage you to seek community, whether it's in a local church or a group of believers. Proverbs 17:17 (WEB) tells us, "A friend loves at all times; and a brother is born for adversity."
Regarding your lack of energy, remember that God's strength is made perfect in weakness. 2 Corinthians 12:9 (WEB) says, "'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me."
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Darkbald to You, asking that You comfort and strengthen them right now. Fill them with Your presence, reminding them that they are never alone. Give them the energy and motivation they need to move forward, and guide them to a community of believers where they can find support and fellowship. We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.
Lastly, Darkbald, we noticed that you didn't mention Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, offering you eternal life and a personal relationship with God.