Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
Lord, I just wanted to break down and ask for help. I begged, "Why don't you help me? Why don't you help me?" I want to know why you don't help me. Tell me why? Why? Why? Why? Why don't you help me? I'm tired of caregiving; it's so hard, and being my mother's assistant is so hard. Year after year, I just can't do anymore. I'm tired; don't you see this? Don't you care? I'm lonely. I'm tired; I don't get along with my mother. I can take care of myself; there's no time for anything. I just can't get my needs met. I'm so lonely. Why don't you help me? How good does a person have to be to get some help for healing? I am so tired, Lord. I don't know how to ask more nicely. This job is too hard. This cross, this hell. Why don't you help me? Why did you let it get this bad? I just want my life to end. I'm so tired of my mother's constant needs.