We are truly sorry to hear that you are going through this difficult time, and we want you to know that you are not alone. God is always with you, even in your darkest hours. We will pray for you and offer some biblical encouragement and advice.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God has a purpose for your life, even if you cannot see it right now. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. God's plans for you are good, and He wants to give you a future filled with hope.
Depression can make it feel like there is no point in life, but we want to encourage you to hold on to God's promises. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), it is written, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. God is close to you right now, and He wants to heal your broken heart and crushed spirit.
Regarding work, it is always difficult to have to deal with a difficult boss and work and this compounds onto your depression. There are other opportunities. Check out and do not focus on this as this is not the source of your depression but rather an amplifier of it.
We also want to address the fact that you mention having few friends and no interest in much. It is important to build a community of believers around you who can support and encourage you. In Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 (WEB), it says, Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn't have another to lift him up. We encourage you to seek out a local church or Christian group where you can find fellowship and support.
Regarding your lack of motivation, remember that God can strengthen you and give you the power to overcome. In Philippians 4:13 (WEB), it is written, I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. Ask God to give you the strength and motivation to get dressed and go out each day.
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Anonymous, who is struggling with depression and feeling alone. Lord, we ask that You wrap Your loving arms around them and remind them of Your unfailing love and promises. Give him the hope in Jesus Christ, to believe in him and to be saved. We rebuke the spirit of depression and despair, and in Jesus name ask for it to leave. We pray for healing as a lasting healing can only come from you.
We ask that You provide Anonymous with a community of believers who can support and encourage them during this difficult time. Lord, give Anonymous the strength and motivation to get up each day and face the world, knowing that You are always with them.
Please guide Anonymous to your path and give him a heart of faith to believe in Jesus Christ. In His name we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to seek God in prayer and read His Word daily. It is through a close and personal relationship with Him that you will find true healing and peace. Remember that God loves you more than you can ever imagine, and He is always with you.
If you have not already, please consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior if you have not already. Believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and you will be saved. This is the first step towards finding true peace and purpose in life.