Life turned upside down

[Priscilla Rodriquez]

hi my name is priscilla, i am 20 years old ive been dating this guy for 3 and 1/2 years. lived with him for 3. Recently we split up, I still love him with all my heart. I know that he still loves me, but my problem is ive helped him through alot. I was there for him even when nobody was. he's been hanging out of 2 guys who he claims to be his best friend. they drink alot and smoke pot. at first it was just on the weekeneds, but then he wouldnt come home until almost 6 in the morning. He wanted to be a dj so i helped him buy a dj set, and sure enough he choose dj-ing over me. I moved out and went on my own way, im practically living on the streets going back and forth to my sis house and my friends. I miss my home, and i miss him. He drinks everyday now. He's only 21 and a alcoholic. his friends dont have a car or job, and they are just using him. but they think they are perfect. my truck broke down so i sold it to his dad thinking i could get finance for another one. with that money i used 580.00 of it to pay his hot check so he wouldnt go to jail. i helped pay his utilities. i feel i have nothing no more not even my family. i have friends, but the girl ive been staying with i feel her family no longer wants me there. Why is god punishing me, i did no wrong. I cant eat, sleep, and i cry everyday. I know the real him (ex) thats why i cant seem to let him go. I was at his house, and he has a myspace account. i went on it and went on his friends page and clicked on this girls profile, well i seen his pic on there that said unforgettable night, and a pic of a girl who i thought was my best friend, it hurts me alot, i did no wrong. but what i dont see is why he couldnt tell his other friends who are also mine, and tell his family and mine that we split up. im hurting so bad. this prayer request, is not for me, its for him. just pray for him, even though i lost everything, i believe he needs it the most. pray that he can dump his friends who are bad influence and stop the drinking. please i pray for him every night, but i dont think my prayers are strong enough. he really needs help, the guys who he thinks are his best friends punched his car and made a dent, threw him out of the rap group, and know he is dj-ing for them, we had a birthday party cuz mine was a day before his and his friends invited alot of people who we did not now, raphael got sick, and me and his two tru friends were in the bathroom taking care of him. then we put him to bed, and killed the music, and his trouble maker friend who he thinks is his best friend go mad and tried to fight the other friend who was tring to help him. he never thanked them and laughed it up the next day. please pray for him his name is raphael.

 

[Dion]

god is not punishing you he just has something better for you and your x boy friend .i remmber young love it really hearts. lord pls guide priscilla with what she sould do with her life and calm her broking heart and may she find you and start a relasionship up with you and lord pls be with raphael and my he find a relationship with you to......in jesus name amen

 

[sabitha]

lord i pray that you will be with precilla and carry her through this amen

 

[Alma-Lluvia]

Priscilla Honey, What you are going through right now many of us have been there, you are going through a broken heart. Baby, you need to 1st ask God to restore YOU 1st. You need to heal your heart and formost you need to know that God is in control. Many times God puts us in situations so that we could turn to him. Right now, you feel like nobody understands you, you wish Rafael would come running back to you etc. 1st Thank God YOU are going to come out of this, I KNOW our God and I know this is not the kind of life he wants for you...I could bet you that he has some thing far and beyound what you could imagine. Let Rafael be. If he is yours God will bring him back, believe me you are young right now, and you are not going to want to deal with all his issues for all your life..it will totally consume you. Let God take control OF You.. and we will ask God to help Rafael. I will lift you up in prayer and remember "He gives Strength To The Weary and Increases the Power of the Weak" Isaiah 40:29 and another import bible verse "We know that God will work all things together for the Good for those who love him and are called according to his purpose" Romans 8:28 . Sweetie, you will be just fine, remember you are a Victor and not a Victom...You are the head and not the Tail... You are above and not beneth... May the Lord show you his way and may you accept Gods will.

Lots of Love... halma@turtle.com (email me if you want)

 

[shika]

priscilla god is there for you....he makes you fall so that you can walk straight....he guides you in difficult times...all you need is his support...ask lord and he will bless you n wipe your tears....just pray for your spiritual growth in him and he shall lift you higher.....God will show raphael way as he needs prayers....you have a long way and you cant stand unless you have your father in heaven...let gods will be done in your life

 

[janice1979]

Lord, watch over priscilla. Bless her Lord for thinking of her boyfriend instead of herself. I am praying for her as well. Let you love shine down on her and if it your will to bring him back to her then let her be patient while waiting. I pray for her boyfriend to remember weho was there when he was down and needed someone and to come to you Lord, that you may heal him and take away the craving for the marijuana and the alcohol. Amen

 

[K-J]

Praying that God's almighty hand may reach down and correct this young man's path. May his heart feel the conviction of sin and faithlessness - may he truly repent and follow where God leads. Bless Priscilla for her intercession of his behalf, may God bless her and keep her.

 

[carleen]

hi my name is priscilla, i am 20 years old ive been dating this guy for 3 and 1/2 years. lived with him for 3. Recently we split up, I still love him with all my heart. I know that he still loves me, but my problem is ive helped him through alot. I was there for him even when nobody was. he's been hanging out of 2 guys who he claims to be his best friend. they drink alot and smoke pot. ......,++++++++++++++++++++++

Priscilla, it is time for U to start a new life with Jesus. The truth will hurt, just like medicine from a doctor. I am not going to tell U things that U want to hear. I am obligated to tell U the Truth, for God does not want U to be ignorant & walk in darkness. God wants to save us all. U used the term "Life turned upside down. Wonderful! Throwing out the garbage, emptying your life of the mess. Good.

U alowed: i helped him buy a dj set, & sure enough he choose dj-ing over me. 2)im practically living on the streets going back & forth. 3)He's 21 & an alcoholic, 4) his friends drinks alot & smoke pot (5) $580. to pay his hot check so he wouldnt go to jail. 6) girls profile, unforgetable night with best friend. 7) your pain . Of course, you need to empty all that. This relationship show it was made in HELL.= I know the real him (ex) thats why i cant seem to let him go.he really needs help. i am 20 years old ive been dating this guy for 3 1/2 years. lived with him for 3. Recently we split up, I still love him with all my heart.I miss my home, and i miss him.

You quoted: but i dont think my prayers are strong enough. Why is god punishing me, i did no wrong. I cant eat, sleep, & i cry everyday. I know the real him (ex) thats why i cant seem to let him go. For one thing our own sins punishes us.

The wages of sin is death. Death mentally, when you have no peace.

It is true that God does not answer the prayer of sinners. John 9:31 Now we known that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God and doeth his will, him/her He heareth.

Prov 1:28 Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find me.

Now, God cannot look at our sins, NEVER for He is HOLY. There must be repentance first of our own sins. We must come by the blood of the lamb which is Jesus. Without the shedding of blood there is no remission of our sins. We must come through Jesus. We have to humble ourselves, repent our sins & give our heart to Christ.

Do U that living & sleeping with a man without marriage is called fornication. There is no blessing in it. It like living a life of curse. Most people don't know that, it is a way of living in this society. Read 1 Corn 10:8; 1 corn 5:1; Rm 1:29; Eph 5:3; Gal 5:19 etc... We must come clean before God, washed in the blood of the Lamb, Jesus. Breadking the ties with satan.Becoming brand new. There is also a generational curse coming from your boy friend and even your side of the family, coming to Christ will break it.

Take a look at my family: I learned my father's father was an alcoholic, & abusive, so my fathers mother left with my father. My father never had a father figure around. He was not around for us. He never drank or was abusive. Just wasn't around. My 3 sisters were in relationship with men that drank and was abusive (generational sin). They left the relationship. They were rejected and felt abandoned. It affected their self esteem and their expectation of what a real man was. (I grew up with my grandmother and grandfather on my mother's side)

The word of God says "people perish for a lot wisdom/knowledge" and that is what happen to most of us, when we don't know. (check the history of your father & mother & look for similar pattern in your life.

Now Priscilla, precious one lets come to Jesus say this prayer, Father God thanks for sending your son Jesus, I repent of all my sins, and I thank you for dieng on the cross for my sins, forgiving me, making me whole in your sight. I give you my heart and soul. I accept what Jesus has done for taking away all my sins.

Father I pray that you will place Godly friends in Priscilla path to bless her, to encourage her. I pray that You'll guide her to the right church in Jesus name.

God bless you

Carleen